Wednesday, March 11, 2015

Weight Watching

We were early followers of Jean Naiditch, the founder of Weight Watchers.

The very first meetings were held each week  at the synagogue in my neighborhood. 
My mother made me come with her. I was the only daughter there. Aunt Esther came, too. The other mothers complimented me for taking action while I was still young enough to lose the weight in time to find a husband. A small part of me thought it was cool to be there; but mostly I felt fat and embarrassed. I was 11.

One of the tips I learned was to say, "No thank you, I can't have that. I have fat-on-my-thigh". I remember my mother thought that was clever. Mimicking the meeting leader, she pronounced the word very fast and slurred it so you would think it's a kind of medical condition.
I haven't had the opportunity to use that tip, yet. But it's good to be prepared.

I joined WW for the umpteenth time a couple of weeks ago. I took off my hoodie when I weighed in after the first week so as to optimize the loss. I haven’t done too much to follow the program. I haven’t finished reading all the literature. I did lose 1.6 lbs. That’s not much. A guy on “The Big Loser” lost 22 lbs in his first week.


I couldn't find a picture of me at 11 years old.

Monday, March 9, 2015

Write Now


So I've been trying to figure out how to write the introduction to my book. All the other content was written 2-3 years ago. I'm not as comfortable writing as I am with visual art at this point. This is requiring thinking and trying things.  I'm trying to calm down and take my time with this. Taking the time is key.


Thursday, March 5, 2015

Write On

Haven’t posted much writing on the blog. Haven’t been posting many pictures lately, either, I’ve been writing and find it hard to switch gears. Seems that I’m writing in my head even when I’m not writing on paper or on the computer.
I’ve been thinking a lot, too.

I’m writing my book.  It’s hard to look at my time of being sick and under treatment with out reliving feelings and doing some self-excavation.

When I was under treatment, feeling bombarded with chemicals; feeling defeated and having no control, I felt that I had to tread water. Treading water is not enough anymore. I have to swim to shore to save my life. Jeesh. And this body isn’t working well. I want to whine now. I have a long list of complaints. It’s good to be writing....

Thursday, February 5, 2015

Try, try again

Haven't painted all week. Been busy with other things. Been spending a lot of time on my book. I'm excited about it and want to finish and get it printed. Tried to paint something new. Lots of detail and straight lines. I didn't do well at all. Hard to switch gears. Oh well. Back to the drawing board.